I be up in the gym just working on my fitness. Went to the gym again today with Yolanda and it felt so good. I am getting that natural high you get from working out and hopefully it kick starts me back into super Janelle.
P.S. Why do I keep having dreams about my ex-boyfriend? That is the third time this week.
So I’m vlogging again. I started recording this morning. No theme centered around it. I just wanted to challenge myself to see if I could vlog for the entire month of August since I have many projects/events coming up.
Back when I was a child and saw movies like Jurassic Park and Indiana Jones, I wanted to be an Archaeologist or Paleontologist. I remember thinking that it wouldn’t be a good idea because by the time I’m an adult, all the “good stuff” would be discovered. I regret not blossoming.
Since 6th grade, I fell in love with love. And what more to represent love but weddings. And thus began my “journey” to becoming a wedding planner. I have my entire wedding planned out and I haven’t even met the “One” (if he exists). But wedding planning is not a stable job. It is one of those networking industry type jobs. So that too is something I did not blossom in.
Now I really want to teach English in Korea. Every day I learn more and more about Korean culture and food and the people (not just K-idols) and I want to be able to teach English and live alone in Korea. But I’m finding it difficult to begin the process. First I have to have a BA AND my teaching credentials. I am no where near accomplishing that. Second, there is no way I can accomplish everything quickly since I must continue working full time at my current job in order to help support my family. By the time I do meet all the requirements, I fear I will 30+ years old.
I know I am still young, 24 is still young, but will I be stuck in this job that pushes me around forever? I know we should have dreams and obtainable goals, but are some goals meant to be dreams forever?
Today is payday too.
It’s barely the 4th day of summer and I’m already tired of it. Please go away and bring back fall. I want Halloween and apple picking and lights to come back already!